i'm extremely sad about it. i just thought that it was impossible to for me to tackle at this juncture in my life. i couldn't even see it coming to fruition ten years down the road i'm so poor. life just isn't yielding alot of positives that would make me think it wasn't a empty dream
i'll miss you babe. these folks ought to build you proper where i have failed

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